Happy New Year š I am glad to see the last year come to a close, but much of my baggage from last year is coming with me into this year. I have made zero resolutions or grand statements, mainly because I find that every time I do things seem to fall apart. So instead of tempting the fates Iāll just quietly move forward into 2023.
Iām still in recovery mode from my mastectomy. I started PT last week and WOW that sucked. I have developed significant auxiliary webbing AKA cording in my left arm and arm pit, so itās going to be some work to reduce/resolve it. I also didnāt realize just how tight my whole torso wasā¦ so itās going to be a haul to get my range of motion back. I am being referred to radiation oncology for a determination on having to complete radiation treatment and will have scans in about six months. For now neither my surgeon or Oncologist will declare me as cancer free, and this time they wonāt for five years.
I have to say I went into this second breast cancer feeling pretty cocky. A been there done this before attitude and armed with information, but I will admit this second time has knocked me down and humbled me. Life is funny that way.
Iām still adjusting to my appearance and itās going to be some work to accept. I feel like Iām reliving the awkward teen years where you just donāt know how to fix yourself and you just look weird. My hair is slowly growing back but itās whackadoodle right now, I am still puffy from months of heavy steroids and Iām booblessā¦ awkward. So I am hoping my sunshine personality can sustain me š
Wishing you all peace, love, and good health in the new year
Xoxo Kris